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Posted:May 1, 2014 1:26 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2014 8:29 pm
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Just dropping in to say hello. Day is going well. Got some more gardening done. It feels so good to get that accomplished. There is still a lot more to do, but it is starting to look way better out there. Getting some work done around the house too. Feels good. Thank you to those of you who answered my "Friends with benefits" question I asked the other day. It is still there, if anyone is interested in reading the responses. Just go under the magazine tab, then about halfway down the page on the left hand side are the questions people posted. Mine is now on the second page. I am thinking about posting another question, since that one got such a good response. It felt good to know other people were actually interested in my ideas and have ideas of their own. Wow, there is actually intelligent life in the universe!!! 
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A Tuesday Afternoon
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Posted:Apr 29, 2014 3:29 pm
Last Updated:May 5, 2014 8:42 am
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Well, here it is, a Tuesday afternoon. Most of my work is done for the day. I feel good about the work I have accomplished. Also feeling good about the changes I made to my profile. It seems to be more honest..state more of what my heart desires. Hey, did anyone of you see the movie Labor Day? I watched it online last night. I cried through several scenes because it reminded me so much of myself. I am also getting more in tune with my spiritual side again. For awhile, I was so focused on my body and trying to satisfy those needs, that I set aside my spiritual needs. It all has to come together....mind, body, and soul, in order for any true growth to take place in a person. Yes, I long for another person to share these things with. However, I have the capabilities of finding true happiness within myself. Maybe that is the key to finding the person I am looking for.
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Sunday morning frappe
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Posted:Apr 27, 2014 12:58 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2014 6:39 pm
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Well, actually it is Sunday afternoon right now. I slept in really late this morning. Probably because of all the beer I drank yesterday...lol....I don't drink often. But, had some free time the past couple of days, no where I had to drive to, so just sat around and drank. So, now it is Sunday afternoon, time to put away the alcohol and get back to real life. It's strange, this site has made me think and evaluate my life and the things that I want. I came on here just looking for sex. But, to be honest with myself, I want so much more than just sex. I want love, commitment, honesty, passion, romance, friendship. I know this site won't lead me to that. But perhaps the purpose of this site was to make me take a deeper look inside myself, confront my emotions, admit what I really want out of life, out of love. I have never found my heart's desire. I don't know that I ever will. And that is something I have to learn to come to terms with, and still find happiness in life. There is such a yearning inside me to be loved, and to love. But, I don't even know if that kind of love exists, or is just a fantasy. Whether it is or is not real, I want to be happy. Not tied to a dream that has no chance of becoming reality. Or does it? I don't know. I guess, for now, I will just be content to sit here drinking my frappe, and try to enjoy a Sunday afternoon.
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Saturday morning.
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Posted:Apr 26, 2014 11:06 am
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2014 10:26 am
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Happy Saturday morning to all. Am feeling better today. It is still overcast outside, but sun is shining through also. I am happy the weather is going to better later in the week. Can get my yard looking nice for the summer. Will be time to set up the pool soon. Have backyard barbecues. Yes, am definitely feeling better today. Lots of happy things to look forward to. Amazing what a good night's sleep can do, and a delicious cup of coffee in the morning. And some good conversation with my best friend. Outlook on life is looking much better today. Have a good day everyone. Enjoy the sunshine. And for my friends back on the east coast, remember, the snow will soon melt and summer will be on it's way. I miss Pittsburgh, and Kennywood, my favorite amusement park of all time. I have so many wonderful memories there. Do they still have the Thunderbolt? It was my favorite rollercoaster back in the day. 
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Blogity blog blog blog
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Posted:Apr 25, 2014 10:41 am
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2014 7:32 pm
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LOL...yeah that is how I feel this morning. It's been cold the past couple of days. Am missing the sun. Sitting here drinking a wine cooler. Wow...I must really be out of whack....10:30 am and I'm drinking alcohol. Oh well, today is a fuck it day. Fuck the weather, fuck all the problems in life, fuck fuck fuck. Blogity blog blog blog. Hehe...hope you all have a great Friday. Here's to the weekend....cheers.
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Another hump day!!
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Posted:Apr 23, 2014 8:44 am
Last Updated:Jun 5, 2014 2:48 pm
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Good morning all. It's another Wednesday....another hump day. Well, at least the sun is shining. It is cool outside right now, but supposed to warm up later. I have been thinking about my upcoming weekend. No plans...LOL....I don't even care anymore. I think I am going to go buy some wine coolers, sit outside on my front lawn and drink them as I blog about my neighbors! Of course I don't really know what goes on behind closed doors, but it might be fun to imagine, then blog about it. What about you guys? What are you all up to? I have pretty much resigned myself to using this site for blogging and magazine articles. The male population has proven to be the same online as they are offline. The only exception being that some of them actually do blog and have intelligent things to say. I know...I know...I'm male bashing again. Hard not to. But I don't want to have this view of males throughout my whole life. So, hopefully at some point I will meet one that changes my perspective on the male species...that's right...I said species...because it feels like they are an entirely different species. Ok.....enough with that  I'll behave. Well, I have a sink full of dishes and lots of chores that need doing....plus work a bit later. So, I'm off....headed into another day. Calgon...take me away!!!!!
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Strange Daze
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Posted:Apr 22, 2014 4:41 pm
Last Updated:May 11, 2014 10:28 pm
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I find myself sitting here thinking about things again. It feels like men are a different species altogether. I do not understand their thought process. I was hoping that by coming on this site, I would gain a better understanding. Just the opposite is true. I am even more confused. Are men as confused as women are about the opposite sex? Our bodies and emotions are so different. Men and women perceive things in complete opposite ways. I think over the years, it has gotten worse. When it comes to a woman's emotional state, men just don't have a clue. Well, most men. The ones that do are either married or gay...lol. Makes me wonder each day, wtf? We live in a fucked up world. I am not usually so crass, but that is how I feel this particular day. When we are little we are taught to wait for our knight in shining armor to come and sweep us off our feet. It never happened for me, or for other people that I know. We try, we wade through the mountains of bullshit in search of Mr. Right. Then we find ourselves getting older and realizing Mr. Right was born in another time period, And we are stuck here. Alone. We grieve, Then we say fuck it!! And decide that if we can't have Mr. Right, maybe we can have Mr. Right Now. But, even that is proving to be a fucked up thing to find. It's funny. Gotta laugh. Humor is the best medicine. The world is fucked up. I guess it is good that I can laugh about it. Yes, the world is fucked up, but I can still call my best friend on the phone and sit and giggle for hours with her about the fucked up state of our lives. I can still drink a wine cooler or a beer and sit on my front lawn and watch the married people pretend to live happy lives, knowing full well that behind closed doors they are unhappy and fighting with each other. The woman not giving her husband any sexual attention because he isn't treating her right. The man sneaking around behind her back fucking anything he can find when he can find it. I can still smile when I look at a loved one and feel a moment of happiness that I have done something right in my life. Yes, I can cry, but I can still laugh. Even though the world is fucked up, I can still smile.
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Where are the real men?
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Posted:Apr 18, 2014 5:35 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2014 8:19 pm
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Well, this site has proven to be disappointing. It seems that the men on here like to make promises and tell lies. You like to ask for pics, stroke your cock, and get your jollies from that instead of taking a woman out, treating her like a lady and having actual contact with her. Is this really all that is out there? I have only been here for a week. Maybe my expectations are too high. But, I know what I want, and I am not going to deviate from that. I think I need a break from this site. I thought asking for a friend with benefits would provide more opportunities to meet decent guys than seeking a relationship. Looks like I was wrong. And guys wonder why girls are so bitchy. This is why!!
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Happy Hump day!!!
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Posted:Apr 16, 2014 8:55 am
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2014 12:41 pm
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Hey everyone! It's hump day!! How many of you are out there humping? LOL. I think this is a good place to post some questions, and see how many of you respond. My question is, how many of you guys have tried prostrate massage? I have done some research on it. Apparently, there are medical benefits to it, such as reducing the risk of prostrate cancer. It is also supposed to produce a really intense orgasm. Something like this.....https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oQVtxviEkDQ ? Does this really work? Have any of you guys tried this?
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Thinking
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Posted:Apr 15, 2014 6:18 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2014 4:01 pm
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I just ate dinner, and the day is winding down. I find myself in deep thought now. I look back over my life, the decisions I have made. I ask myself, "Was that a good decision? or a bad one?" The past is the past. It is time to move forward into the future. Yes, it is a scary thing. But, I have a choice to make. I can either continue on the path I have been on, which isn't a terrible path, but doesn't offer the opportunity for anything spontaneous to happen. I want to breathe, to feel alive, to feel the exhilaration of a first kiss, the excitement of a growing passion, the tantalizing taste of mystery. So I deviate from that path, and start down a trail. I don't know what is at the end of the trail. I don't know how long the trail is, what thorns might prick me along way. Will I see flowers? Will I breathe in the fresh fragrance of roses in bloom after a light drizzle has fallen upon the earth? Will I hear laughter? Will I experience the intimate and sensual touch of a friend? Is there an ocean of beauty and a refreshening of the mind, body, and soul at the end? I want to rediscover the carefree girl that I have lost. To let her laugh, sing, dance, smile. Where am I going? What direction am I headed? The world is open to me. I must take the leap and embrace it, not let fear devour me. I must face my fear, stare it directly in the eyes and say to it, "you have no power over me. Into that dark forest of mystery I go. Let the sunshine enter.
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Good morning
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Posted:Apr 15, 2014 9:07 am
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2014 8:52 am
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Did anyone else see the beautiful red moon last night? I sat outside for about an hour last night, and watched as mother nature took over. I watched the bright moon slowly start to disappear into darkness. Then, when the eclipse was full, the moon turned a dark crimson red. Isn't it amazing what happens in nature? Circumstances like this occur every day. Things we have no control over, instances of pure natural activity. I wonder what it is in nature that attracts us to one another? Is it the eye that catches your attention? The way a woman's lips curl when she smiles. A certain way she walks. I know, for me, I love to look into a man's eyes. The eyes really are the windows to the soul. You can tell a lot by staring deeply into the eyes. Are they mischievous? Are they kind? Are they honest? Nature is a beautiful thing.
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