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Posted:Dec 12, 2006 1:23 am
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Just occured to me to check the dates here. been almost a blood year since i posted. sorry all. been one of those years. Bright side, i'm working full time now, and so's debbie. downside, i'm working full time, now, and so's debbie. money's nice, but we only get to have a social life one weekend out of every 5 because of the way my schedule goes.
My sex life is in the toilet, too. partly because of the schedule, partly because of raw exaustion. deb and i rarely get anything going, and we're just not playing outside the relationship right now. (not out of a lack of desire or anything, just a lack of time)
anyway, any of you cocked studs in the area who are patient enough to get to know a woman before getting into her pants, look us up. might be worth your wile. 
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wow. this things finally paying off!!!
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Posted:Dec 20, 2005 9:38 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2006 12:30 am
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so now we've met TWO very attractive, very cool couples. and, for a change, it seem that my lady has more in common when them than i do.  which is good, it means things are more likely to progress. Gorgeous ladies, and attractive men.
other than that, i'm mostly just trying to get back into the swing of blogging again.
We got a new bed, which was a BITCH to put together, but well worth it when it was done. bit 4 poster open canopy style bed, nice open work head and foot boards (perfect to tie up to  ) and it dosn't squeek as bad as my last one did.
Still a little hard up for work, but i DO have a job, its just that i started right in the middle of the slow season. Don't get me wrong, i'm thankful for what i have. first time in years my lady hasn't had to buy her own christmas present.
anywho, later all, and happy holidays, what ever holiday you may celibrate.
Lord Damian
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IT! IS! ALIVE!!!!!!!!
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Posted:Dec 12, 2005 10:44 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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more or less. sorry folks, when i've had something to type about recently, i've been too depressed or tired to type it, or it's just been whiney. Problems are problems and i'm sure everyone here has enough of them, and i KNOW none of you want to listen to mine.
anyway, i have some news. We've met a couple with whom we seem totally compatable, who don't have a problem with taking things slow. Lovely young lady, and a big bull of man (dude makes ME feel small, and those of you who know me know that's rare). I'm not jumping in with both feet, but things do look promising. we'll just ride this wave for a while and see if it crests. (eh. too much salt water in my blood i guess)
We managed to get to renfair for a bit, too. not much there, and one of my favorite vendors didn't make it (the Hot Sauce lady, as my lady calls her) but i did find a cool sword (that i can't quite afford yet) and made a few business contacts.
and i finally found porn that debbie will watch for HER sake and not mine. go figure she'd be into Bi Male stuff. not surprising, since she likes watching me, i guess, but i'd've never figured it.
Other than that, well, it's the holidays, and this isn't the easiest time of the year for me. it's hard to go through this season, since my father died. *shrug* i'm not going to dwell on it, just sorta posting whats on my mind. at least i have friends who care about me, now, and call or IM to ask how i'm doing (though most of them are too busy (legitimately, gotta make a living and put food on the table) to visit right now).
oh, and it looks like i'll actually get to FIX my bloody computer, finally, for christmas. wonder if i'll be able to get my sword, or maybe an Xmod, too. (i know, i'm such a sometimes... we.. all the time, actually) I was hoping i would be working by now and could put a couple dildoes and vibrators under the tree for My Lady, but that hasn't come through, either. ah, well, day at a time i guess.
Keep your 10 in the wind, folks.
Lord Damian
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am i a lucky guy, or what? (edited)
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Posted:Oct 28, 2005 9:58 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2006 12:31 am
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I spend most of my life surrounded by beautiful women, Women who actually care about me. know how i know they do? cause they never ask for anything. They worry about me, how i feel, what i think, what i want or need. One in million people find a person of the oposite (or same, if that's what floats your boat) sex like that, and they usually marry them
I somehow stumble onto three. make no mistake, one of em has my ring already, i'm just waiting for HER to set a date (funny, she's been "setting" one for about a year now, think she has cold feet? ). the other two have SO's but i am proud to be a part of their lives. Important i hope, but i'd never presume to ask, but they are at least an important part of mine.'
As are their partners, don't get me wrong, but, even being bisexual, in some emotional way, a womans love and friendship means something different to me. Not that i can put the difference in words... maybe because i've spent most of my life looking for it. The Solace you get with a partner, someone who cares for you as you care for them. hell, i don't know.
All I know is this. I thank the gods every morning and every night that I have my Lady, the love of my life, she who gives my life direction, but I also thank them for Nina and Cathleen, both of whom I love like the sisters I never had.
May all good fortune in the world shine on all of you.
Later all
Lord Damian
PS fuking typos. fixed the first sentance, which aperently got half eaten somwhere between me typing it and me posting it..... go figure.
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ho hum
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Posted:Oct 23, 2005 2:10 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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ok, i'm really freaking bored, and not getting laid right now (female issues on her part, i'm not in the house or anything. ) so this is going to be a bit of a ramble.
Life sux sometimes. my baby's out of action for the time being, and of the other two women i'm interrested in, ones too far away (gas and money situation being what it is) and the other isn't on my baby's 'approved' list yet. The only new couple we've met we're interrested in lives over 5 hours away, not good for a slow building of a relationship.
Riot, so lots of lube for me, and remember to give them knuckles a rest, gotta watch out for arthritus, after all. good thing there's porno. i just don't get as much out of it if it's not "personal". I could watch my friends screw almost any time and get more out of it than any of the painted up dolls in porno. I know them, i KNOW they're not acting. I don't even have to participate. By allowing me to watch they're including me more than some actual relationships i've had. go figure, right?
yea, i like to watch. i like to BE watched. don't ask me what i get out of it, i just know i enjoy it.
and now onto the next subject.
anyone who knows me knows i'm really into R/C Cars. Yea, i know, out of place on this board, but, hell with it, it's my damn blog, idn't it?
So, i like R/C's. Well, Radio Shack just came out with their new model of Xmod. very very cool stuff, and NOW they have Trucks!!!. being a red blooded texan, i have a thing for trucks. My earliest memories are of riding with mom or dad in one truck or another (i miss my dads truck. i wish my step mom hadn't screwed me out of it, but then, she did that over everything she could).
I need to get new tires for my RC18T but the ones i want are on back order. I burned the tread off my stockers. not made for asfault, i guess. also, those cost more than a brand new Xmod. not by much, but enough to make a difference.
I'm thinking about picking up an IWaver, too, for a speed machine, but we'll have to see about that. japanese import duties are a bit of a killer there...
man, i need to pull out of this funk. later all.
Oh, and my new Racer Insult. "Man, my Cat drifts Better than you...." inside joke, trust me, its funny as hell, but you gotta know about drifting at least.
later folks
Lord Damian
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more about my taste
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Posted:Sep 8, 2005 7:15 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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<== yea, it's My Lady. thought it was appropriate
Well, my previous post got me started thingking. What exactly am i attracted to. Not just sexually, either.
After giving it some thought, i think i've come to it. Guts. My lady is the only woman i've ever been with who would stand up against me (quite a feat when you consider the almost 2 foot difference in our heights and a solid 100 lbs), but still be willing to compromise. I want someone who has a personality and isn't afraid to use it, i want a partner, not a fuck toy, nor do i want to be less than a partner.
I've been with women who were wrong, in both directions. the ones too strong ran over the top of me, i had no opinion, no thoughts, no desires. Sex was untill they were satisfied, involved what they wanted, and happened when they were horny. I was a vibrator with self charging battaries. I didn't like it. THe ones who were less, well, i got more out of mastrubation. ALL they wanted was to please me, no mater how sick, twisted, or depraved it might be (don't get on me, i never DID any of those things, just talked about it.) they scared me. one still stalks me at times.
Physicly, like i said earlier, i like athletic, relativly fit women, regardless of body type. I've been with rails, and BBW's, Dancers, Cheerleaders, runners, gymnasts, most other types of builds i can think of off the top of my head. the only ones i didn't enjoy (other than the reasons mentioned above) were the ones who were too self concious to enjoy themselves.
I'm all about my partner. It dosn't matter if i get off, i get pleasure from their pleasure, enjoy them enjoying themselves. that's a little self defeating when they won't let themselves enjoy anything.
sorry if i rambled a bit, just sort of thinking out loud.
Lord Damian
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Random thought: BBW?
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Posted:Sep 3, 2005 7:38 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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yea, i know, off the wall post for me. but i'd like to talk about BBW's. I've seen lots of posts down on them, and i think it's bullshit. Historicly speaking, Full Figured women were the epidomy of beauty. DOn't believe me? check out any greek or roman art. The only Waifs you'll see there are youths, or males. How about modern culture? Other than Here in America, the Standards of beauty are WAY towards a full figure, generally speaking. frankly, i LIKE heavier women (though my personal preference is for atheltic women. not slender, but athletic. My Lady is only Petite because of her height, she's actually VERY full figured, shes 4'9")
Honestly, Any woman who's comfortable with her body and takes reasonable care of herself will at least have a chance with me. I like women in all their many shapes, sizes and forms. Heavy chested, flat chested, hour glass or strait as a board. it don't matter, women are beautiful to me.
Just a random thought
Lord Damian
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Update
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Posted:Sep 1, 2005 6:57 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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For those of you who may be following this blog, issues are being worked out. or at least healed. slowly, though. there's a lot of stress in the air over here, none of it my doing this time.
anywho, just an update.
Lord Damian
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Sorry folks
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Posted:Aug 28, 2005 5:12 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I don't think i'll be blogging for a while. anything i say is likely to be colored by my mood and it would only make my personal problems worse. Suffice to say that My lady and i are having a fight with a couple who mean a great deal to us, and they are members of this site. I don't want to fight with them, it hurts a great deal, both me and my lady. but i can't talk it out with them right now because we've hurt them, as well. I regret that, also a great deal. Mistakes were made, and it dosn't matter who made them or when. I will appologize for mine, and for my lady's by proxie because she's asked me to.
you know, i understand that when you're close to someone you tend to butt heads and fight. I wish it wasn't so, but it is.
in closing, i have to say that i regret this whole thing. Not our relationship with them, not their relationship with us, but the anger and hurt that the closeness has caused. Friends are supposed to make you feel good, both about them, and about yourselves. I can't help but feel that it's been ME that's tainted that relationship. if they can find it in their hearts to forgive us and give us another chance, We will try to do better. I can't promise we WILL, i can only promise we'll try.
Thank you for your time, and i hope to resolve things sooner, rather than later.
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BOOOM!!!!!!!
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Posted:Aug 22, 2005 8:37 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Ok, the Con bombed from a gamer standpoint. But thats at least partly because the organizer didn't give tabletop gaming any priority what so ever. infact, the only "advertisment" he had was a one liner in small text saying that there would be tabletop gaming.
and the worst part, he'll feel vindicated about it. why bother advertising when no one will come for it. The fact that no one will come to an event they don't know about never seems to harsh his mellow.
On a brighter note, i've been ASKED, not invited, but ASKED to come to ChimeraCon, in San Antonio i believe it is, for 06.
other than that, we hung out with luther672 for a couple hours, and i got to see some old friends again. was worth it for that, but nothing more.
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BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED
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Posted:Aug 20, 2005 10:31 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Guess What? I'm bored. I'm so bored porn dosn't even interest me right now. And Who wouldn't be interested by this Chick?
I had this thing pretty well filled up but thanks to the fucked up interface they use, i lost most of it when it decided i logged back in. so i'm going to, give up for the most part and continue with my streme of conciousness schtik.
I'm going to Realmscon this weekend, as soon as My Lady gets her CPR class over with. And, now that i think of it, i probably should have left my Cell phone with her so she could call when it was over with. Hindsight.... ANYway, we got a room near the con for tonight, i'm going to see if she's in the mood to have a very few select people over to hang. a sort of "get to know you better" thing. develop a level of comfort so that maybe next time things can go further, no? No strings on either party's part, though. just go where the flow takes us.
Not that i wouldn't mind things happening, luther672 is an awesome guy and i wouldn't mind just watching him with her. but i'm not going to push either.. Not that i think he'd take much pushing, honestly or anyone for that matter. I guess in the end we'll just have to see.
oh well, i need to go make some preperations for the games folks. later.
and those of you who are planning on coming, ask around for Erin. might mention that my online alter ego is Lord Daimen. and i'm the only Male Erin who's over 6 foot tall that i know.
Lord Damien
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Ok, i think i figured it out
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Posted:Aug 15, 2005 11:28 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I know what the problem is. when My Lady and i fight, the reason things keep getting worse is we're having two different arguments. she's pissed at me for one thing, i'm pissed for another, but neither of us realize this. SO we go around and around, getting more and more upset, untill someone slips and lets the secret out. THEN we can start working on things and getting them fixed.
So now, we're going to try something different. when we get upset at each other, we're going to TELL each other why we're upset FIRST, and then fight about it if it's neccicary.
and on an odd note, sometimes its a bitch being bi. i REALLY need to get laid, but none of the guys i'm comfortable enough with are available for what ever reason, and a strap on just won't cut it.
oh well, later all
Lord Damian
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man, when i fuck up....
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Posted:Aug 14, 2005 3:51 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I REALLY fuck up...
Went to CCcouple25m27f's party tonight. everything was find then, all of a sudden, me and my lady got into a fight, and i SERIOUSLY lost my temper. no, i didn't hit anyone, though my truck has a couple nice new dents with knuckel prints in them. I really made an ass of myself, and i won't make any excuses. I do hope everyone that was there reads this sometime, because i'm very, very sorry i behaved so badly. I humbly ask your forgiveness, and hope next time won't be a repeat.
But Most of all, i wish to appologize to My Lady, for being such an ass. Nothing she did or said deserved what i gave her. I, as usual, over reacted. While i did have reason to be upset, i did NOT have reason to be as out there as i was.
I'm sorry Baby, and i thank the lord that you love me enough to forgive my faults, even when they're as unforgivable as this.
No excuses, nothing. I wish i'd been in a better mood cause there was quite a show put on, too, but i couldn't apprecaite it.
Lord Damien
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