This is my saturday night
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Posted:Dec 1, 2012 3:37 pm
Last Updated:Dec 24, 2019 12:04 am
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An early meal with a friend who was too jet lagged to party and then I am home.. watching secret diary of a . Not 'cos I want to be one but its light, vaguely connected as I feel I am on sale here.. somehow.
Is it easier for guys? Who knows?
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guilty - make way..
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Posted:Aug 25, 2011 2:59 pm
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2014 2:10 pm
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I wish I didn't feel it.
The guilt or the care or the want.. but its there. So with all that I should know I could shrug you off or make use of you there and then.. or I do what I do. Push you away as you wrap me in your virtual arms. To arms I go, to arms. Its a fight for life and love and space. And if I hold onto those digital dots of you, I accept that as you, that that is enough of you.
Maybe its the wine.. or what I felt anyway but was too scared to say stop.. I could fall into you whenever, wherever you you appear. have appeared. but your not there for me. your there for you.. and I am sometimes in the right place at the right time.
I want more and I accept less. I want more and I give less.
When there is space around you.. and it feels like its there too long.. do you fill it with anything or anyone? Make do, as they might do with you. Or do you make up your mind to open up ? If you want me and care like I do, then you can take a step closer. Step into the light x
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Just the chase?
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Posted:Jul 2, 2011 3:49 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2012 1:16 pm
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If you can't cross the river north.. if you dont really want to meet, ever. Why bother? I know I like a connection, or at least some kind of chat but if I give you the option of meeting me, why won't you make some efforts? Or is in the chase?
Often men on here say many women are teases, etc etc but really, I have also seen the opposite.
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sometimes food is less complicated
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Posted:Jun 17, 2011 2:21 pm
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2014 2:10 pm
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I'm cooking late.. really wanted company but firstly someone over compliments me (doesnt know me, which usually means it will turn ugly if I dont respond well). And though it didn't the anger in the words about accents was ugly and unattractive. Doesnt matter what you have or what you do..
Then another him.. also looks hot but is having real family troubles.. I wonder though do I bring all my troubles to men on IMC? Maybe baggage but rarely off load the day without thinking.. or is that acceptable as I am a woman of course I want to hear.
So I go find rice... and other things.. and will cook up a storm. Sensual pleasure that wont try to off load on me mentally (but yeah it will add to my cuddlyness!)
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Patience..
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Posted:Jun 6, 2011 2:10 pm
Last Updated:Oct 28, 2011 11:37 am
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I have too much
much to little
I want
& I want
And so often as I pull
Push you away.
I'm gone
And as I hurt
me, not you
I step further away
step close
step aside, and let the wind take you somewhere else
One time, today, not today, maybe, I think, too much, too little and do what I have just undone, again
and again
Am I ready to learn from you?
When I want so much
so little
I just can't say..
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ends before its really ever starts
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Posted:Jan 18, 2011 1:31 pm
Last Updated:May 23, 2016 12:36 pm
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Don't know if its the technology, but thinks not, by sadly things that seem to be going so well, end before they start.
How can some IMC messages come through and not others? Convience or a long term glitch which means we shouldn't even bother? How come its always your replies that don't come through.. I don't know.
I feel a little sad. feel like something, something, would have been worth trying, exploring but if we can't speak here.. then were else?
Maybe better to end before you start eh?! Who knows?
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You know where i am but
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Posted:Oct 30, 2010 4:47 pm
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2011 7:19 am
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You blow hot and cold...we're almost there and you slope off again..too scared to try or too damed lazy?
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Cock shots! YEUK
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Posted:Sep 28, 2010 6:50 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2014 5:21 pm
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You don't get it do you? I just can't stand profiles with them dangly and not so dangly things hanging off them.. can't bear to read the messages or profiles related.. they just dont attract me and from what I hear.. not many/any other women I know.
Funny some guys wonder why only gay men come over.. and if you have nothing.. like nothing on your profile, why would I bother unless I am totally bored..
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