Cranky
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Posted:Feb 24, 2007 8:12 am
Last Updated:Feb 26, 2007 4:38 pm
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There are days I just don't enjoy anything & today seems to be one of those days... Was REALLY looking forward to going out this evening but NOoooooooooooooooooooo, the weather refuses to cooperate so I'm stuck at home, in the house with ....So I'm cranky & annoyed & I don't get to see my HoneyBunny which REALLY pisses me off even more....So I think I'll just spend today being cranky, crabby & annoyed with everyone & everything...Oh, plus, my brother called to tell me it's in the 70's in SC....Shut the fuck up & get off my goddamned phone ya bastard.....
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I'm supposed to behave today but.....
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Posted:Feb 19, 2007 4:50 pm
Last Updated:Feb 21, 2007 11:20 am
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I'm SO annoyed it's not funny. There are people on here (here being A*F*F) that are just MORON'S. I've very clearly stated on my profile that I'm attached and that IF my partner & I want to include a single guy, WE WILL CONTACT him.... I keep gettin messages from guys who either don't read or don't understand the English language cuz they keep sending messages.... LORD, that annoys me...SO, I delete, usually without response & hope they get the hint....Unfortunately, many are undeterred & KEEP sending messages till I get cranky, bithcy & really annoyed and totally go off on them... LEARN TO READ, YA IDIOTS
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Update...
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Posted:Feb 13, 2007 7:34 pm
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2007 8:37 am
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Well, the baby boy is home & pretty recovered from his little appendix incident. He has 3 little poke holes in his tummy & they are pretty buised & colorful but he's feeling much better... I think I've recovered from the night spent in the hospital without much sleep...
AND, I found a frock for the party thingy but need to find shoes & a purse....Anyone wanna help me shop???
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It's been a long couple of days.....
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Posted:Feb 10, 2007 7:24 am
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2007 7:32 pm
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I've been less than present the last few days & with good reason. My baby boy (12) came home from school Wednesday afternoon crying because his belly hurt "really, REALLY bad". I asked him to approximate where it was hurting & he did so...right lower side of the abdomen...The nurse part of my brain went "appendix" & the Mom part went" Awwww, CRAP!!" so we went to the Dr & they did the stuff they do & saw on the CT scan that his appendix was enlarged but it didn't have any fluid around it or pus around it so it may or may not be appendicitis... So, we waited till Thursday morning to see if the pain went away...It DID NOT...so back to the Dr., meet with the surgeon & admit to the hospital for an appendectomy. Surgery was buuuuuuuuuusy so the finally came to take him for his procedure around 9pm.....The surgeon came out around 10pm and told us the really needed his appendix out; it was red, angry, HUGE and about ready to burst....So I spent Thursday night at the hospital with my baby & slept all of 90 minutes all night. The boy did pretty well, only two barfy episodes....He went home with his Dad late yesterday afternoon...(I know, why send him home with his mom, the nurse??? but it is his Dad's week for custody)and I crashed hard at 7:30pm...I was dead to the world...for 13 wonderful hours of uninterrupted sleep....SO, today will be spend trying to find a frock for my HoneyBunny's company party dealie....
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Why the insecurity??
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Posted:Feb 1, 2007 7:23 pm
Last Updated:Mar 13, 2007 2:32 am
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OK, my HoneyBunny has accused me of posting about 3 things & 3 things only: my job, my or my HoneyBunny....I would be tempted to disagree with that but not today since today I'm posting about relationships & insecurities.... I don't get me...My subtle insecurities about relatinoship, especially romantic relationships.... Why do I have this niggling feeling of insecurity regardless of anything else?? Perhaps it's a self-defense mechanism... Leave a crack in the doorway so I can run through it is I get scared? Or perhaps it's my way of protecting my heart... Leave a little doubt, protect that little part & not be totally devestated if I'm disappointed?? OR, perhaps it's a means for me to be able to push someone else away before they do so to me?? So I wonder & question (which is enough to make anyone spack the crap outta me since very few people left in my life would really disappoint me that way), push & question loyalties & motives.... When does enough become MORE than enough? Do I ever get to the point where I just trust & believe in that person or relationship and not have any doubts?? One of my favorite quotes is "Don't let your past dictate who you are but let it part of who you will become"...While I believe that is SO true, I'm having difficulty living it...
I don't want people to believe my HoneyBunny has done or said anything to cause me to be insecure, he has not...He is more than worthy of my love, trust, devotion & loyalty...
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It's just SICK.....
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Posted:Jan 31, 2007 6:58 pm
Last Updated:Feb 4, 2007 9:04 am
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I've heard rumor that there's a stomach virus going around. My 12 year old had it last week & I was hoping the rest of us would dodge the bullet. That, however, was not to happen. I'm just glad that everyone at my house is potty trained and can make it to the bathroom when they need to. My brother told me his 2 year old had this a few weeks ago & thought it was FUNNY when he'd explode in his diaper & leave a trail down the hall as he ran away.....Ewwwwwww.....I'm just glad that none of us here did that in our britches...
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Why bother???
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Posted:Jan 26, 2007 8:31 pm
Last Updated:Feb 4, 2007 6:55 pm
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Maybe blogging isn't for me...Every time I post, I seem to annoy someone without intending to do so...Perhaps my thoughts are better kept in my journal...
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Rambings of a polluted mind
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Posted:Jan 25, 2007 8:29 pm
Last Updated:Feb 4, 2007 6:58 pm
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So it's been a busy day here in Bumbfuzzle... Late last evening, my 18 yr.old sons girlfriend (who lives with us) blew a fuse while drying her hair (don't ask). My bedroom must be on the same circuit so as I went to bed last night I had to re-set my clock in the bedroom. Well, I mis-set it and ended up getting up an hour early as I'd set the clock incorrectly...I did, however, accomplish LOADS; cleaned both bathrooms, dusted, did laundry, ironed, folded clothes and even WORKED for 7 billable hours today.Anyway...
Does it seem to anyone else that people aren't happy with what they have? (Yes, there are times I can be included in that)But really, I'm serious... Gotta have a bigger house, better spouse, more bling...What ever happpened to being happy with what we have?? And as far as that goes, how'd relationships get to be disposable? What happened to working problems out, working them through & not giving up so easily...Seems that many relationship, be they romatic or not, are disposable....If they don't work, we quit & find a bigger or better relationship. I'm as guilty of that as anyone. Not that I'd have stayed with #2 for all the tea in China but there are times I wonder what would have happened had both #1 & I tried just a bit harder...
Maybe I'm older & wiser when I think that should there ever BE a next time (I hope & he's GOTTA ask)I'd be self aware enough to define the terms going into it. I understand there are untennable situations & I understand that there are some times ya just gotta cut bait but...What happened to putting in an honest effort to make the relationship workable for both people??
And WHY in the name of all that's holy does it SMELL so badly when ya turn the self cleaning oven on??? Jesus, Mary & Joseph...
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Tuesday...
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Posted:Jan 23, 2007 5:23 pm
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2007 7:51 pm
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I've truly had just about enough of winter...I'm in desperate need of a mid-winter vacation to somewhere warm and sunny. Have some umbrella cocktails, a massage on the beach and lounge around doing a whole lot of not much...I really do NOT like winter
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Oh what FUN!!!!!
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Posted:Jan 21, 2007 2:07 pm
Last Updated:Jan 21, 2007 7:44 pm
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My HoneyBunny & I met 2 coupes for dinner last night & then invited them back to the hotel room we had for more conversation and.....whatever... WHAT fun!!! Both couples were fun, funny, intelligent & friendly. Great conversations were had as well as an introduction for one of the women to the rabbitt....All in all, a great deal of "adult" fun was had by all....As one of the other women said, "I'll give it six legs up"
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Driving in my car....
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Posted:Jan 17, 2007 4:10 pm
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2007 9:14 pm
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OK, so yesterday I had to go to Stevens Point for a claimant appointment. 5 hours round trip in my car for a 1 hour appointment. Today it was Kaukauna; 4 hours round trip for a 1 hour appointment. Don't mis-read this, I LOVE my job & the different people & places I get to see. I could just use someone to converse with while I'm driving...Let's not forget the ever present cell phone which I might actually HEAR if I turned the CD player down a smidge...But cripes, set the cruise at 75, slide in a good CD & just fly....But I'd really rather have appointments closer to home and NOT have away appointment 2 days in a row so I feel like all I'm doing is driving...JEEZ...
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Family Lawyers
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Posted:Jan 12, 2007 5:49 am
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2007 3:49 pm
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I thought, incorrectly, that once the divorce was final, my ex & I would be done with the lawyers & court stuff....Boy was I WRONG... Process server came to the door last night to serve me papers the ex had filed asking for modification of the custody agreement for my 12 year old. He wants primary placement & his reason is that the has missed 18 days of school in the last 2 years because I'm trying to be the "cool Mom" & let him stay home. Ummmm, not even close, dumba*s. 85% of those absences are medically excused BY A DOCTOR. Like I have the paid time off to be home on a whim...AND as if I'd want to have him b*tch me out every time the misses school without really being sick....Perhaps the is SO afraid of his Dad & his wrath that he is more sick when he's with me?? Anyway, he's also alledging I'm in contempt of court for owing him $1300.00 for bills for the . Hmmm, I've had primary placement of #1 & #2 for the last 4 years without benefit of support from him & he's crabbing about $1300.00?? I tried to explain to him that if he persues this, he'll end up owing me about $60,000 but he didn't care so...Here we go...
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Expectations
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Posted:Jan 9, 2007 6:22 pm
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2007 9:43 am
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I'm currently wondering if I've set my expectations to high or if I have unrealistic expectations of people in my life. I'm a pretty straight-forward person, consider myself fairly uncomplicated & without pretense; I'm also a big believer in doing what I say I'm going to do. If I make plans with someone, I follow through with those plans unless something unforseen happens. If I say I'm going to do something, I usually DO it as I've said I would....I've been moderately disappointed by people in my life, of late, who are unable/unwilling to do what they say they are going to & don't follow through with things they've said they are going to do.... The question in my mind is then, do I have unrealistic expectations?? Do I expect too much of people in my life?? Or do I accept having my expectations demeaned & my feelings ignored as a normal & acceptable part of the business of relationships??
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