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The Dark Lonely Heart {Revised}
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The Dark Lonely Heart {Revised} It's been suggested he's too picky. It's been suggested she's the one. He's been told she's too wrong for him. He's been told she's the only one. For she's tells him I'm the one, yet he still doesn't feel love from anyone. He wonders if there is ever going to be someone in which to love and depend on. To dream of, till he's done. He awakes most days alone and sore, the pain from the yesterday and the night before. Once abusing the life he knew so well, only to find the solitude of a cold home, dark skies and a place like hell. A long life he lives, some days he wishes would end, trying so hard for the brave face and a smile but it's all just pretend. Every day off to work at five watching over the others, making sure they stay alive so they can go home to their wives, sisters and brothers. The danger of it all the medic he is, he's got the skills of his craft, incase it all goes sideways and kills. Praying it will stay just as it is, doing the job with passion and never remiss. Only a few will understand the strife in his life, However one day maybe a wife. Home time he goes in the deep dark rain, hobbling along the sidewalk always walking in pain. Thinking in thought the mind wonders and pleas, dreaming of a future and a life that was free. He thinks to himself “I wish I only had one, A Wife, A Queen, MaCushla”, a lone he wait for her to come. He's made his mistakes not all were his fault, if only others could see the train of his thoughts. But they can't see into the eyes of a man, striving to complete God's big plan. Before he was touched, she ripped his heart out, then lit the match so it would be scorched not even trying to put it out. Trust is now the issue that plagues his life, like a festering tumor it needs to be cut out with a knife. The dark lonely heart he lives all alone, the punishment he reigns on himself every night when he goes home. One day there will be someone he can love until then, he keeps asking for it from God and surviving with a grin.  |
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