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Blogs > potbelliedman > Whats going on in this world?

It's in the baby gravy.  

potbelliedman 48M
1042 posts
8/5/2008 9:25 pm

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11/8/2008 7:42 am
It's in the baby gravy.
Oooops, I did it again, as Brittney Spears would say.

Blasted another load down the shower drain, with little thought of "In the right woman, would this one have produced the individual who'd have cured cancer?".

Nah, probably woulda been a lil bastard who would end up in jail for something stupid.

Sometimes it's good to amuse ourselves with thoughts of what we'd be like, only if this or that would have happened or been the case.

But I like to take it a step up and wonder what my own (s) would be like.
What did our parents think we would turn out like?

I wonder how much of "US" are in the one sperm cell that united with the egg and grew into us. And how much of us are the events that shaped our lives?

I joke around with friends sometimes, "You're the load your momma shoulda swallowed.". Or "No matter what anybody tells you about how stupid, slow, or weak you are, remember you're the lil swimmer that got to yo momma's egg first."

Normally, I spend more time thinking and wondering about my demise, then I do about my origins. All the chance meetings by ancestors, risks and chances they took to beat the odds.
Each one starting off as an anonymous cell, being nurtured into a being, and then executing their will upon the earth.

Out of every sexual release I've had I'm sure I woulda had some winners and losers.

But there is a reason I'm 32 with no of my own. I don't really want to risk having a who'll grow into some kinda asshole. Not saying I would, but there is the possibility. I mean, I'd only be able to guide them so much, and for so long before they are off doing their own thing.

So what dictates this essence of the soul imparted to the as of yet unborn? Is it the foods we eat, being the consumers we are? The way we raise them setting a foundation to who they become? Environmental factors we have no control over? Or is it all about the baby gravy's use and time of release.

These are the questions I ponder tonight, as the shower walls become dry, and the condensation lifts off the bathroom mirrors.

Could we have been someone else? Do we owe it all to the chances our mothers and fathers took?

Or was there a part of us already here before hand?

Ken
Leyna64 59F

8/5/2008 10:11 pm

 Feeling very deep this week aren't ya Ken? Well, just from watching those in my immediate vicinity, I see my mother in my daughter. Very devoted to her man, for my mother its almost an obsession, but my dad's been on the other side for almost ten years now, and they both would argue with a fence post. I see in my younger son a lot of my dad, and a lot of me. My older boy, who really looks like my dad, is a little bit of everyone. He has had a lot of problems controlling his anger much like his dad...He is very passionate sometimes to the point of zealousness like my mom, is still working on controlling his need for immediate gratification, both his parents have trouble with this, and he is probably one of the kindest people I know...very forgiving...which I'd like to think is like me, but I don't really know where that came from. He is my child who will be the best parent, and I know that comes from his mama. lol.
Come for the breasts, Stay for the brains!
L


outtherelinda 57F  
18868 posts
8/6/2008 5:17 am

 I think I would agree with prettyGirl, I think it is the foundation that most shapes our kids. If you lay the foundation right they will grow up to be good and basically responsible adults.

I often wonder what my life would have been like if I didn't have my kids.

Linda xxx

Feel free to come and check out my blog outtherelinda


purpletrashcan 58F
41653 posts
10/17/2008 7:27 pm

 Very interesting way of looking at it. I had my child young before I even really had time to think it through.....luckily after some VERY rough patches my one and only daughter (now 24) turned out good.

I really enjoyed reading this. thought provoking.
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